ok well I'm going to try and explain this fast because I'm pressed for time so lets begin!!

two great guys. two big problems!

Guy #1

Well I have a boyfriend. He's pretty great and I text him all the time and hes a nice sweet funny dude. But the problem is all we get to is text. I never see him because he lives a town away from me and talking on the phone is just really awkward for the both of us and I feel really bad and I know it can't anywhere.. And I really just want to be his friend.

Guy #2

He's awesome. I liked him from like 3rd grade up until like a little while ago when I got that boyfriend of mine. He's great and we have like lots and lots of things and common. I mean he's my best guy friend and I've always wanted him... And i've always thought he sort of wanted me. And today when I was texting one of his friends he said " ok i think ***** might like you a lil but he said ur mom wuld kill him" and I'm like wow maybe he does..  yeah perfect guy perfect everything. Like honestly we have lots in common.. and sooo the only problem is my best friend likes him and I don't want to hurt her cause I know the feeling and its not a good one.

Soo I have to ask... If the perfect guy who you used to like and your kinda still in like with him started liking you but your bff liked him and you had a boyfriend you wanted to get out of. what would you do ( while trying not to break to many hearts and hurting feelings)

Well the main thing I wanted to blog about is this. I have to get surgery.. because I broke my nose and I keep hitting it alot and now I have a deviated septum.. and my nose is growing to the left.. and yeah I'm getting surgery on december 17th.. yipee! the day I planned on having my bday I have to change because I have to get freaking surgery. But I'm thankful thats an option dont get me wrong! but yeah thats my day..

Pretty happy lately cuz I have an awesome boyfriend despite I don't rlly see him much cuz he lives in a different town... but its all good lately.. Happy happy happy. but my friend kind of pissed me off cuz she told him about my past boyfriend and how i crushed him when he told me he loved me and she told him not to tell me he loved me... and then she started talking about how her and this dude shes only dated for like a week say the love each other and i'm like whats the hell with everyones obsessions of saying I love you so quickly.. Ha I just crush it down.. I'm so heartless.. lol anyways!!

I got attacked by an evil saxophone case in band but thats a whole nother story lol

sooo done with that.

QUESTIONS, COMMENTS, CONCERNS?

So I just bought the latest Glamour magazine and was flippin through it scammin over everything. Usually I just pass through all the advertisments, but one caught my eye today. It was one for blackberry. What it was for didn't really matter to me but I loved what it said.

This is what it said....

LIKE is watered-down love.

Like is mediocre.

Athletes don't do it for the like of a sport.

Artists don't suffer for the like of art.

There is no I like NY T-shirt.

And Romeo didn't just like Juliet

LOVE. Now that's the powerful stuff.

Love changes things.

Upsets things.

Conquers things.

Love is at the root of everything good that has ever happened and ever will happen.

LOVE what you do.

Ahahhaha I don't know if any of yall have noticed this ad but I love it!!! I don't know but its just sooo awesome.. I really don't get what it has to do with blackberry but it sure did catch my eye!

It's kind of cool cause that what I always think. I know I won't do my best at something that I don't absolutely love,so I don't do it unless all of my heart is in it. Soo thats whats on my mind right now. Whats on yours?